Monday, 2 February 2026

True Love will find you in the end - Daniel Johnston

 True love will find you in the end

You'll find out just who was your friend

Don't be sad, I know you will

But don't give up until

True love will find you in the end

This is a promise with a catch

Only if you're looking can it find you

'Cause true love is searching too

But how can it recognize you

If you don't step out into the light, the light

Don't be sad I know you will

Don't give up until

True love will find you in the end

That's reality for you

 true love lets everyone go for them to be happier without my hurdles 


even if you're left all alone and in danger

you got to be strong for your own self

no one is coming to rescue you 

Sunday, 1 February 2026

 we touched each others pain
we touched each others loneliness 
and then we died in a cruel game 

Saturday, 31 January 2026

 we can see all the colours 
we can't see time
we can't see the wind
we can't see ourselves 

Friday, 30 January 2026

education

 If people aren't raised to have critical thought and active listening, in order to have actual literacy and better freedom of choice, how can we expect them to truly access informations and be knowledgeable?

 The most genius words of all are said in silence.

Tuesday, 27 January 2026

Nothing

 Turns out he was nothing. Nothing at all. Just like he said, normally to seem charming and fishing for compliments. They are so cocky. 

It was indeed what people say about us, anxious people, being drawn by avoidants for their supposed misterious character when in fact they're just lacking and empty. They got nothing at all. What we're illusioned to believe is what we think they have as an inner world, only because they like certain things. But, in truth, they are only influenced by others suggestions and they don't really think for themselves. They go on building these hopeless damned personas to justify their lack of accountability and courage to improve themselves as human beings. It's quite pathetic, really sad. Those are the men that everyone thinks they are great and powerful. What a shame! 

Saturday, 24 January 2026

 Dreaming with you always makes my day feel blue afterwards when I wake up.

 When you make Love your religion that too becomes an opium. I'm glad I have no religion whatsoever anymore.

Monday, 19 January 2026

Wishing for the safety of protection

 As an older daughter I was parentified and never had any protection, against anything.  So it's all I needed in every form possible, in the extreme it would be: 

A) Physical — someone who makes the world feel less dangerous

B) Emotional — someone who holds me when I collapse

C) Existential — someone who makes life feel less pointless/chaotic

D) Relational — someone who chooses me firmly and consistently

E) Intellectual — someone who helps me face the world with competence

F) Health/Somatic — someone who helps me care for my body and not fight it alone

G) Social — someone who stands with me in front of others

H) Financial/Practical — someone who helps carry the logistical burdens of life